I thought I would get happier as the days passed,
then how come tears come harder now?
We talk all through the night, more than before,
it makes me delirious and smile so much.
What are you being now is all I ever wanted from you,
that and your honest love.
Everything I asked for has been completed naturally.
Remember when you said if you don’t do it naturally you won’t do it at all?
It seems natural now and fuck it makes me so happy.
Now that you’re not with me and I can’t be in love with you-
what’s the point of all these things making me feel good?
People keep telling me just friends is OK,
I’m dying inside here escaping through little breaths.
I have distractions and other people,
but they are not even fucking close to you,
who you are and what you fucking represent.
Nobody has made me feel better than you,
meeting you was the high point of my life thus far –
that means the fall from you is that much worse.
You say you worry about me now,
then why do you have to force us apart forever?
Time is what we need,
but “as time goes by
you say it’s been fun,
but it’s better this way…
it’s you that I need
and I’m sure it’s always been”.
I can’t stop listening to that song knowing it’s true.
Getting over you is the only thing I can see as impossible,
we just need our time apart to realize how much we love each other,
right?
We need time to grow into ourselves before growing together,
right?
You are the most important person to me and soul and I am to you,
right?
Right?
I’m falling between lines of sadness and smoke can’t even save me now,
only your words can even if they’re not what I want to hear.
Your voice is like the angel that is supposed to guard me,
pick up your phone.